T.T.....

today is saturday....
at 1st i think of today must be a good day....
becoz got my dear accompany me....
so that i dun have to be alone....
n tat y i wont feel lonely....
...
..
but accidents always happen...
unexpectedly.....
he makes me so so uncomfortable...
when i started to be sad....
he said im the one who keep on doing like this...
he said if got sth to say then juz use talk...
y should i use sms to tell him...?
n this makes everything not clear at all....
wat if i tell him everything??
so tat i could hear his apologize??
sry sry sry again???
no....
i hate it!
tat's y....
not every guy know how to.....
read & think his gf mind....
always....
everything must be....
black n white!
....
...
im suffering now....
im thinking...
wat if i choose another guy...
will he suffer me like this....
i dunno...
but i oso dun hv the brave to try it....