BF....

i knew him since 5months ago...
thinking back.....
he treated me in good condition.....
every of his friend jealous of me n him....
i oso can be said tat i treat him juz like my husband....
use my love, my caring, my patient, my full willing to serve him...
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but we oso got quarrel....
im always saying wanna break up wif him....
n this he oso knew too.....
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yesterday we quarrel again....
i still can remember.....
it is a full of thunders n lightning night.....
im in scared on my bed....
cannot felt sleep.....
im trying my best to find him....
but he is juz busying with his own thing.....
n he said he is with his brother....
(as i heard ealier time...)
but i juz careless to call his brother...
i found tat his brother is in his bedroom....
im started thinking y he tricked me....
is he wif another gal now....?
is he going to be my third ex-bf alr...??
is he going to ..........
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a lot of questions keep coming out in my mind.......
im more scared.......
tat time is rainning time.....
it is cold....too.....
my heart beatting faster....
when the questions keep coming out......
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i started dun wan to ans his sms n calls.....
but actually im wacthing his sms n calls whole night....
he even didnt realise tat.....
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this morning i came to McD with down face expressions....
n Calvin didnt realise too....
until i told him wat had happen....
then only he know....
i know....
for him now....
it is good tat not to have gf now....
he gets freedom....
for him.....
gals are troublesem.........
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this really makes me speechless.....
until afternoon....
my bf started begging me not to leave him....
actually...
i wanna accept his apologize straight away.....
but yet my thinking keep on telling me tat.....
"....u better think be4 u take actions...."
".....dun regret later after say "yes...""..........
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finally i accepted his apologize......
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but wif promises....