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now my bf knew everything....
he is blaming me everything.....
im really really speechless.....
he disappeared when i need him....
he apeared when i dun need him....
he is showing the kind of jealous....
im realy realy given up...
by hoping his thinking will be as same as me.....
it is impossible...
i dun like the condition of me hving now....
i dun wan to tell him....
wat is in my thinking...
becoz this always will become my wanting from him....
im not a begger..,,,
i dun wan to be begging him to do wat i wan him to do.....
i think this is the time i should totally disappeared in phone....
in msn....
in sms alr......
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