17th of oct.......

today in the last day for skul day in a whole week.....
as usual...
i take my bath n everything tat i should done ..........
then i go to McD....
in the front door of McD...
the glass of door giv me the view of Calvin.....
in the front of McD's counter....
choosing a magazine....
i go near to him...
says...
hi....
....
saw some newspapers...
on the counter of McD...
i grabbed one of them....
n Calvin grabbed one of them as well....
then we straight away run to the second floor...
find a place...
n sit down...
...
enjoy our breakfast....
....
after tat we juz rushed to skul....
the first class is Management Studies....
i can still remember tat yesterday our tutor of this subjects...
complainning abt our CGPA...
so so so low.......
n we all oso speechless...
does the tutor realise tat we r not perposely by getting low CGPA?
nobody wanna get it....
....
a pretty lecturer had come in....
see her so so cute n small...
but her voice is amazing!
she can have leture without using a mic!
(crazy alr...)
after the class....
then said gudbye to Calvin....
rushing to home....
on the way....
thinking bek abt yesterday....
yesterday....
after finished our class...
me n him oso still sticking on going same place...
he told me.....
he said....
i wanna go by 5pm today..
feeling wanna GG....
n i speechless....
asking me abt whether i still got money...
becoz he left abt RM15....
then i juz "belanja " him a big mac....
while eating....
i realise tat he is thinking abt sth.....
but he dun wan to tel me....
finally he open his mouth....
by telling me....
he treats me like a normal gal....
so there would be sth tat i couldn't know...
n i understood it....
then i juz keep quiet....
sitting a side.........
...
the sky suddely become dark......
i told him tat we should leave earlier....
but he said it wouldn't rain....
n yet the time haven't reach yet...
.......
"sh...."
the rain started down pouring....
he felt down..........
n he speak nth to me....
arranged the chairs...
lying down....
leaving me alone....
so so alone.....
...
5pm alr....
he said he wanna go...
i sent him to the lrt station....
on the way we r juz like a stupid..
letting the rains hit us....
im worrying abt my laptop....
inside my bag....
after tat i juz went bek....
oso letting the rains hit me....
...
suddenly i feel so so lonely....
walking under the rain.....
alone....
....
...
i reached bus station at abt 1pm...
bought a ticket of 2pm.....
went bek to my hometown....
reached there at 5pm....
going bek with mom,....
...
went bek to my home...
saw my grandma is cooking in the kicthen.....
....
after dinner....
after taking my bath...
went in my bedroom....
n lying down....
..
i wanna said...
my lovely bed..
i missed u so so so much....
........
calling my darling...
chatting with him....
with sweet n lovely....
....
n then went to my sweet dream as well.....