15th of october....(rainning......:( )

Juz finished my skul time.....
at 1st Calvin wanna come wif me to McDonald......
after class....
i waited him for abt an hour....
during the time of waiting him.....
some of my coursemates asked me abt the reasons of why im staying back....
but i juz smiled to them n speechless.....
becoz in thier mind....
me n Calvin juz like couples....
but actually we're not.....
juz becoz they all dun understand...
"not all gliters are golds...."
haizzz..........
while we jz started our journey to McD.....
he received a call from his fren......
is Clain again.....
from Calvin's talks...
i know he wanna joins them....
.....
n he started saying sry.....
but i jz left without saying anything......
after 10 steps.....
i turned my head to him....
he is on the way to his frens.........
i continued my walk wif dissapointing feelings......
im feeling sad.....lonely.....plus dissapointed.......
im oso think of he is going to say sry in 2molo morning.....
honestly i dun like the word of "sry" alr....
even since when it happened...
i oso dun know..........
now thinking bek in class time....
i was rejected by them as usual....
actually im thinking of changing TC alr.....
at 1st im planning to change to TC 1...
but this had let some nonsense ppl knew it....
they tried to ask me to go tat class as soon as possible....
i dun know wat is thier thinking....
i dun know wat is their motivate too.....
until one class......
is tutorial class time....
she juz said out....
she said she wanna keep a place for her fren....
becoz she is changing to TC2....
so tat she dun have to see somebody else n wont be lonely.....
all i heard.....
n i had made the decision tat im not going to change alr.....
becoz she is juz too proud.....
........
now im sitting in the third floor of the McD,
same place which me n Calvin used to sit for....
it is not easy to find us....
becoz this floor always off.....for customers......
we juz like the view n the conditions here.....