31st of dec...

oh....
the last day of the year 2008....
thinking bek....
wat i had done this year....
dunno how to express it....
im oso dunno it is a good year or a bad year....
omg....
going to old one more year lo...
haizzz....
today is new year eve....
im sitting alone in mcd....
doing homework....
thinking of homework...
looks like wanna hand up them next year lo....
haizzzz.....
quite like a forgetful today....
i forgot to bring my lovely calculator to go to skul....
reached skul only realized....
rushed to Jian...
borrow from him....
found out it is very dirty....
when using it...
haiya...
cant blame Jian la....
he didnt study maths in this semester....
only our class take it like pets.....
haha....
cleanning it....
thinking of it was juz like a kid....
went out n play n then come bek....
with whole body "muds"........
haha....
n now it is clean n smelling gud....
lying quietly in my bag....
sleeping....
hehe....
haiya...
i know it muz be tired....
so so long time didnt work alr...
today suddenly asked it to work....
sure got feel some kind of lazy....
i think on that time....
the lazy worms on it....
sure more than billions!
haha...!
oso gud la....
if not ...
i think it is going to rusted alr...
for its own gud....!
i know my bf sure in no mood...
at first asking him to go out for cinema...
but after that i canceled it myself...
>.<"...
watever la....
we still got a lots of chances to meet....
juz maybe need to wait next year alr....
wishing my frens happy new year....
even though i need to rush my homework....
now thinking of CNY.....
oso think of my birthday....
i know it is coming soon....
but i think...
i will be in lonely on tat day....
haizz.z....z.z...
nvm la....
8 years alr...
i didnt celebrate my birthday...
of course i dun care anymore for this year....
haizzz..z.z.z.z.
juz nw in replacement class....
Mr Yaw asking us the wishes of us....
for a new year....
i said....
i wish i can put everything in good organizations....
maybe tat time i think of im not doing well in this year...
even though many ppl said i was gud in organization...
watever la....
i jz think of i was making everything a mess...
not as easy as everyone saw....
i know im tat kind of ppl....
who making everything so complicated.....
maybe i m the one who complicated la....
honestly....
i cant see my frens doing in complicated...
but im the one who do myself complicated....
haizz...zZZ
wat a mess!
my time jz like crazy worms...
can be chg anytime i like.....
sweat....!
>.<".....
juz nw in replacement class....
saw boys playing with condoms....
by throwing whole packed of it....
left and right of the class....
i have the feeling tat ....
when all this "kids" will grown up??
throwing left n right....
crazy....
haizz....
got a gal who is elder than me...
but also act like a small girl.....
looking all this....
im thinking...
is me the one who act like too matured....?
or is they act like too childish???
but most probably is me act like too matured.....
until i cant fit in the environment tat they have in my class.....
haizzzz......
goodbye.....
year 2008......
i will miss u.....